"it had been tough on me," she thought.
all along, she was all alone.
she cry alone
she whine alone
becos no one knows what she is going through
.... for nearly two years already.
what she really hope and long
will she have the ending she had been looking forward to?
but, when every time she feels like giving up and letting go.
a voice came into her and says.
you are not alone becos I've never leave nor forsake you.
yes, it is her God.
the Lord that is always with her
the one who was and is and is to come
she is not to let go becos he is never hers.
what she need to do is to surrender totally
surrender her thoughts
surrender her thinking
surrender her emotions
totally to her Father.
........ everything would be alright.
shy || 9:15 PM